I am so tired of the arguing, the fussing and fighting all the time

Trying to find the words to use, the ties that bind…

I just want you to know, and understand, that I try my best despite

of the setbacks from every argument, every fight….

I love you with all my might, and this will never change,

no [...]

Such a freedom knowing and such a freedom not knowing Such a freedom being in control and such a freedom being not Such a freedom to give up Such a freedom to start all over Such a freedom to have many posibilities and such a freedom to have less a guess the biggest freedom is [...]

Where do broken hearts go?

Can my broken ribs differentiate between a lover's blow, and that of an enemy?

Secret sorrows abound….

laying in the midst of love, lust, and lies, my frail body anxiously awaited his gentle kiss. He promised me that he loved me. He said that if I really loved him, I would allow him [...]

So, anyone can tell you, that I have had my moments, where I was "addicted" to certain things…. Sleeping pills, alcohol, weed, coke, acid, the list goes on and on. However, Drama became my biggest addiction. I would instigate, probe, lie, steal, cheat, all to create drama. To be able to act as the victim [...]

When you left, it was as my whole world came to a crashing halt

I gave you all my love, my soul, my heart, gave it all to a fault

You looked in my eyes and promised that we'd never part

Now here I am alone, in the dark, all because cupid's arrow missed his mark

I can't think [...]

In the beginning was the Word… and the Word was not of this world…

Thoughts of he, and she, and me,

While your arms were outstretched so lovingly,

Hoping that one-day I would be

All that you predestined me to be….

They hung Him high, and they strung Him wide

The ridiculed, beat, and pierced his side

In hopes that in [...]

I could smell my favorite soap making bubbles in the bathtub. I loved my Barbie Bath Time Bubbles! They made my skin soft like Mommy’s and smelled like cotton candy, my favorite. Bath Time was my favorite! Mommy and I would play with the bubbles, and if I was good, she would let me put [...]