I am so tired of the arguing, the fussing and fighting all the time

Trying to find the words to use, the ties that bind…

I just want you to know, and understand, that I try my best despite

of the setbacks from every argument, every fight….

I love you with all my might, and this will never change,

no matter where I go, my every step across every stage

will be consumed with the thoughts of wanting someone who cared…

Why can't you just love me? Why can't you just accept me? Am I really that bad of a person?

A hug, a kiss, a warm embrace, is all I want, is all I need to make it through

but you denied me, you liked to me, and now you despise me…

But you brought me into this world, I didn't ask to be here

and yet every day I live my life in fear

fear that you will not be so near

i feel like a child trapped in a grown woman's body, screaming, hollering… 

"Mommy I need you!!!!!!!!"

you just liad your mother to rest,

and I swear I have tried to my best

to be what you want me to be,

but hat means I have to sacrifice… M-E

But at the end of the day, I have got to be me, I have got to be free

From heart ache, from depression, which has been me life log friend,

so that I can soar above the clouds

and finally, finally make you proud.